I Love You…..
I am not a good person. I have come to terms with this. I have done things in my life that would make most normal people never want to talk to me again. But of all the faults that I have, there is one trait that I have that - to me - makes all of the bad things that I have done obsolete. That trait is the ability to love. I’m not talking about family love. There are three females in my life (none of which am I romantically involved with) that I can say, without question, that I love with all of my heart, and would do anything and everything for. This blog is about those three females….. <br> <br>Steph…. Where do I begin? It all started at Hollywood Video, back in 2003 (or 2004, I cant remember, haha). Since then, you have been such an important part of my life. I know, we may not have talked as much as we used to, but trust me, you are one of the few people I can honestly call a friend of mine. Since the first time that we hung out, to today, the only thing that I have ever wanted for you was for you to be happy. I may randomly send you a message on BBM, saying that “I love you and I appreciate your friendship”, but that doesn’t fully explain the impact having you in my life has made on me. When it comes to sense of humor, few can rival you. You have always made me smile when I felt down. And, now that I think of it, you are only one of two people that I have known over five years and NEVER had an argument with. If I never speak to you again, just know, you will ALWAYS be one of the few people who actually has a place in my heart. Always.<br> <br> Jenee…. Mud. Thats the only way I could start this paragraph. Junior High School, me pushing you. It still makes me laugh, and at the same time, makes me grateful. That incident, seriously, was the beginning of a friendship that has spanned 11 years. We may not have seen eye to eye (mostly in jr high, and the first couple years of high school), but to this day, you are like the sister I never had. I was looking through my freshman yearbook, and I was reading what you wrote…the P.S. part you wrote “Maybe you and I could ‘talk’ over the summer, too.”….hahahah! To this day, it makes me laugh. I want to put this out there right now, and I don’t care what the future mother of my child says…I want you to be the Godmother to my first child. You and I have a connection that I don’t share with anyone else. And I think thats what really sets up apart from anyone else….you and I have a Verizon Wireless connection, while everyone else has an AT&T one….we always stay connected, while everyone else drops their calls.<br> <br> Krystal….my BGF (she knows what it means, and thats all that matters), the female version of me….the greatest female in the history of females. The one person that I could talk to about anything…from sex, to sports, to the lack of desire to do ANYTHING but lay in bed, to my ABSOLUTE distaste for pancakes….YOU. ARE. AMAZING. We have had a friendship as long as Jenee and I, but the difference is that throughout the entire 11 years, you and I have NEVER had an ill word or feeling toward each other. You have always been my “go to” person, whenever I need advice; whether it be life advice or woman advice, you have always been my Shaman. In the past, I have told you that you are the blueprint of what a man wants in a woman. Well, I have realized that’s not even close to the explanation of how awesome you are. I am so happy that everyday, I get to call you my BGF. When I’m old, wrinkled, and cussing at young people for playing their music too loud, I want you to be the person who is in the rocking chair next to me, telling them, “AND PULL YOUR DAMN PANTS UP!”<br> <br> Ladies…..I know I have said this a million times before to you, and I know that these are just a few sentences, but please understand something….you three (outside of my family), are the most important females in my life. You three will always be the three ladies that I turn to whenever I need to be put in my place, or I just need to smile. Each of you do something different that makes me feel this way, but you all give me the same feeling in the end….you all make me feel love…I would do anything for each of you, and I will always be here for you. I love you.
