What’s your addiction??
It was like the first shot of heroin
that first sip of beer
the sensation was almost indescribable
that brief moment that you were near
it was like I was stuck in the moment
but every feeling was so intense
it was as if I was on a three day high
its a feeling I havent had since
lately I wake up in the middle of the night
like an addict, craving only you
I have no desire for anything else
you have become my body’s only necessary fuel
people can see the changes in my eyes
they whisper to each other about how I am hooked
they say that I carry myself so differently now
theres a sense of depression in the way that I look
because of you ive lost control
its a downward spiral that doesnt seem to end
sadly, if I could change everything about us
I would ask for that high feeling to deepen
before, you were forbidden to me
spoken of, but I would never dare to touch
but after experiencing just a sample
Ive never needed anything so much.