Part of me wants to write a long, angry blog right now. Part of me wants to yell, scream, show massive amounts of anger. I want to put my hand through a wall. If this were six months ago, I probably would have already done it. Instead, I bite my tongue, act as if I’m not bothered, when inside, all I feel is fire.
The old Jamaal would have found a way to let his anger take control of his actions. But I am trying to be a new person. Its hard as hell, but I am doing it. How much I can take, I have no idea. And I am terrified to find my limit. Please let me find some sort of strength, because right now i dont think that I have it.
