I make saying goodbye seem simple
Blowing away like leaves in the wind
In and out I continue to float
Avoiding the beginning because I’m afraid of the end
The rain allows me to hide my tears
Dreams are muted by the screams of reality
Impossible for me to take advantage of life
Afraid to live for fear of mortality
You gave me a reason to feel again
To experience a feeling unknown
You helped me realize what love can be
And in turn, I refused to hold on
Atonement is impossible to attain now
Forgiveness can never be attained
All I can do is express my regret
And admit that my feelings still remain
For a moment in time it was different
Everything tasted so sweet
Now when I try to enjoy my surroundings
It only causes me to weep
I cant pretend that I know what I want
But I know that, somehow, I need you
But instead of telling you, again I blow away
What else am I going to do?
