September 2009
7 posts
i woke up in a cold sweat
my heart beating out of my chest
i was shaken to the core fro mthis dream i had
my mind in an utter state of unrest
in my dream you were in the arms of another man
your heart and love was his and his alone
ive had vivid nightmares many times before
but this one chilled me to the bone
the smile that once warmed my days
and was able to calm even the toughest...
in my dreams you have fallen for me
you dont feel right if you arent by my side
in my dreams you cant concentrate at work
filled with anticipation of being with me that night
in my dreams your heart belongs only to me
you couldnt imagine having another mans touch
in my dreams being with you is like winning the lottery
everyone congratulates me on my luck
in my dreams everyday is filled...
lately i have felt sort of empty
like something is missing inside
ive tried to conceal these feelings
but i guess they are too strong to hide
i miss being able to see you smile
or how soft your lips are when we kiss
i never even had the chance to call you “mine”
what reason should i have to feel like this?
i wake up each morning saddened
when i realize you laying next to me...
i dont know what i have to do
to try and get you to understand
as time has passed and we’ve gotten closer
its getting harder for me to just be your friend
when we spend time together there is a chemistry between us
that is getting tougher and tougher for me to resist
ive tried to fight off my desire repeatedly
but i cant deny my feelings like this
you say that you enjoy being with...
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When I woke up she wasnt there
it was as if she had just disappeared
and when i realized she was no where close to me
i knew, more than ever, i wanted to have her near
i could faintly smell her perfume
lingering where she would lay
reminiscing about her as i closed my eyes
was easily the highlight of my day
before we slept she laid her head on my chest
and i gently caressed her hair
when...
